I know, I know, I keep saying that the magic of the art process, (at least this barrel-firing process), is that somehow the fire fates seem to create the works beyond the point that I might take them. That I should have no assumptions or expectations. That I should trust the process. That I should trust that it will work...
But it is not so easy to do this...
There may be a bit more cleaning up that I can do for her. I may decide to put her back into the electric kiln to erase all that the barrel smoking has done to her. But for now, I am reserving judgement and going down to the studio to paint, paint, paint...
The local newspaper came to the studio to film yesterday, and I am reminded again that no matter what I think I came here for, that this residency will bring 'something else'. That perhaps this is now the time of the 'something else'. And I do indeed want to be open to this.
Surely getting to hear Richie Havens perform here in Breckenridge last night is part of that 'something else'.